Yellow corner
June 5, 2009
-
5
06.06.2009
Waking up this morning, I felt an irrational depression. Perhaps it’s because of changing eating habit. I got eating habit and sleeping habit and even crying habit. I could cry easily for a silly reason. Yesterday morning, I came to my brother’s school and withdrew his school report. Getting out of the gate, looking at the big tree, I cried with the thought that never would anyone in my family come back there. I also cry when watching sad films. But I didn’t cry when I heard somebody’s dying even though we used to know each other. There must be something wrong with me.
I don’t know why people don’t write on my facebook wall. Then I realize that it’s because all the people I keep contacting are my long years buddies and they don’t frequently do facebook thing. The others add me as friends but do nothing as a sign. After some time, I figure out that it’s all my bad. I never add friends on facebook. I never even do anything to show I’m interested in them. How come I got interested in that kind of stuff? Maybe they feel the same. And it pays off. Now I live like an invisible man.
Nhi
