Yellow corner
July 2, 2009
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It’s been a few days we stay silent. No contacting between the two people who used to be soul mates to each other. I don’t know what to do now. I want to call him but something stops me. I know he got his friend to hang out now. That’s a good way to forget about “us”. I miss him a lot but I don’t want to be the first one to break this ice wall set up between us. I wanna know what he is feeling right now. Maybe he does not want this relationship anymore. Everything I look at reminds me of him. But I gotta be strong. I will not call him. I will not let him know that I still care. It’s his choice. I made my choice. Staying still. Saying no words. Giving no signs. Crying no tears. If he really doesn’t need me no more, I’ll find the way to get over him. Although it hurts, I feel it deep inside my mind that I could get over him.
